Falling

I feel like I’m trying but no one else does.
I feel like I’m loving but no one needs to be loved.
I feel like I’m falling and there’s no one to catch me.
I feel like I need to scream at him,
“Don’t make someone fall if you’re not going to catch them!
You made ME fall and you did catch me, but you let me go
And threw me off the edge.
Then you caught me again.
Now I'm falling through space.”

(possibly improvising this)